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I am losing normal human function more and more each passing day and my hands shake all of the time now and I am terrified and this is not okay none of this is okay

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This time you said you didn’t want to fake it

And while we were entwined with sheets and darkness
you felt something

I didn’t want to pretend or fake the feelings of love and passion
but I did that day

Now when it’s time for me to go
you’ll pretend that it meant something so much more

And you are absolutely wonderful
but you don’t mean a thing to me

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— Alexis H., I didn’t want to fake it 

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The sky is angry

The sky is angry

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This house off campus is so creepy and I just want to live inside of it

This house off campus is so creepy and I just want to live inside of it

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Don’t be mad
That I have infinite
Walls built up

You are the one
Who laid every brick
And sealed it with mortar

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— Alexis H., brick and mortar (via lostsoulstravelhere)

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Don’t be mad
That I have infinite
Walls built up

You are the one
Who laid every brick
And sealed it with mortar

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— Alexis H., brick and mortar

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Anonymous said: How are you?

I am absolutely great! I just got home from date, and it was wonderful. We were there for three hours, and i didn’t even realize the time that had passed! I laughed a lot and felt really happy :) 

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The sky cools
to soothe the sting of the sun
and the flowers curl up inside themselves
to protect their insides from the chilling winds

Kind of like you and I;
this is our transition into sadness
it comes every year
but always seems like a surprise because
we were so happy
when the sunshine smiled on our skin
and now the wind whistles through the
holes in our chests and the piercing cries
from our souls can be heard louder than ever

And just as leaves fall to the ground after their deaths
we, too, shall shed flecks of our lives
like the trees of autumn
and then we will rake our pieces together
capturing others’ souls
in our colorful piles of copper and mahogany leaves

When winter arrives
we will be buried under the snow;
an ice encapsulated tomb
petrified in this feeling of drowning and cold
and our souls will be frostbitten by the icicles
that hang from our rib cages

When we almost accept our sorrows
as contentment; thinking this is how we will always feel
spring will roll around again once more
thaw our freeze-burned bones
and bring us back to life from the cold

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— Alexis H., Fall is coming and I know what to expect  (via lostsoulstravelhere)

(via lostsoulstravelhere)

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Tonight I behaved like a 2-year-old and threw food at my wonderful mother that accompanied me across the table. She didn’t find it as funny as I did, to say the least

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The sky cools
to soothe the sting of the sun
and the flowers curl up inside themselves
to protect their insides from the chilling winds

Kind of like you and I;
this is our transition into sadness
it comes every year
but always seems like a surprise because
we were so happy
when the sunshine smiled on our skin
and now the wind whistles through the
holes in our chests and the piercing cries
from our souls can be heard louder than ever

And just as leaves fall to the ground after their deaths
we, too, shall shed flecks of our lives
like the trees of autumn
and then we will rake our pieces together
capturing others’ souls
in our colorful piles of copper and mahogany leaves

When winter arrives
we will be buried under the snow;
an ice encapsulated tomb
petrified in this feeling of drowning and cold
and our souls will be frostbitten by the icicles
that hang from our rib cages

When we almost accept our sorrows
as contentment; thinking this is how we will always feel
spring will roll around again once more
thaw our freeze-burned bones
and bring us back to life from the cold

"

— Alexis H., Fall is coming and I know what to expect