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"It’s just agonizing, because if I could choose anyone in the world— anyone in another lifetime— it’d still fucking be you."

— Alexis H., frustrated

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i) I am sorry that I am like the sea. I get so close to you one minute, almost flooding your soul, then I recede, taking bits of you with me like grains of sand. Some days you will get no rise out of me— like a waveless ocean, and other days I will be raging out of control like a hurricane.

ii) you always reminded me of the campfires we used to spend our nights beside. You were made out of flames and when we were passionately intertwining under a blanket of stars, I swear my soul combusted. You started a wildfire inside of me.

iii) I hate to say that wildfire has now dwindled. All that is left are embers of what used to be. It is enough to keep me warm throughout these cold nights without you.

iv) I have been thinking of you a lot lately. We’re both almost done with our last year of high school and will be moving on to the next story of our lives. I wonder if you’ll rip out the chapter of this story that was written about us.

v) where are you going to end up for college? If I see you around campus I may just lose it. It has been five months since I’ve last seen your face— I wonder if I’ll even recognize it. I wonder if my heart will race or if I won’t feel a thing. I can’t decide which one is worse.

vi) I still have to remind myself every day that I don’t need you. It’s hard to come to an agreement with my mind, when my heart and soul have got it beat two against one.

"

— Alexis H., Texts I Never Sent You (pt.2)

(Source: lostsoulstravelhere)

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"

i) I am sorry that I am like the sea. I get so close to you one minute, almost flooding your soul, then I recede, taking bits of you with me like grains of sand. Some days you will get no rise out of me— like a waveless ocean, and other days I will be raging out of control like a hurricane.

ii) you always reminded me of the campfires we used to spend our nights beside. You were made out of flames and when we were passionately intertwining under a blanket of stars, I swear my soul combusted. You started a wildfire inside of me.

iii) I hate to say that wildfire has now dwindled. All that is left are embers of what used to be. It is enough to keep me warm throughout these cold nights without you.

iv) I have been thinking of you a lot lately. We’re both almost done with our last year of high school and will be moving on to the next story of our lives. I wonder if you’ll rip out the chapter of this story that was written about us.

v) where are you going to end up for college? If I see you around campus I may just lose it. It has been five months since I’ve last seen your face— I wonder if I’ll even recognize it. I wonder if my heart will race or if I won’t feel a thing. I can’t decide which one is worse.

vi) I still have to remind myself every day that I don’t need you. It’s hard to come to an agreement with my mind, when my heart and soul have got it beat two against one.

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— Alexis H., Texts I Never Sent You (pt.2)

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"I wanted to be
Your hero more than breathing —
I’m suffocating"

— Alexis H., hero

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"Hurt me. I need something to write about"

— Alexis H., inspiration

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"If you listen closely
to the constant drip-drop
of a steady rain
You can hear
The muffled cries
Of every person
With a broken heart
And
With each rumble
of the thunder
You can feel
the shakes and shudders
Of every person
Self-soothing themselves
to sleep each night
And
With each crack of lightning
You can feel the surge of power
As each person
tries to ignite something
inside themselves
Only to be disappointed
Because you can’t start a fire in a downpour"

— Alexis H., Rain Rain Go Away

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"I’m growing tired of a life that hasn’t even begun."

— (via wordsofmidnight)

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I just wanted to share a picture from prom last weekend!

I just wanted to share a picture from prom last weekend!

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"My scars lay
In rows of raised skin
Like freshly tilled land
Of a spring garden
I will plant seeds
In the mounds
Where hatred used to pour out
And something beautiful will bloom"

— Alexis H., spring is in the air

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Anonymous asked: What things do you fear the most?

Butterflies
Keyholes
Being alone